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On Writing
I’ve often wondered why I write or continue to attempt to write a blog; I know that I’ve always felt alone and I’ve always had this impossible feeling that there was someone else who, for what its worth would understand. Not everything but maybe one thing or relate to it in a way that I…
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Changes
I guess I horribly failed at the Post a Day challenge. I barely got in a week of posting before that completely stopped. Life and lack of time definitely caught up to me. While I will try to post more, I will not delude myself into thinking that I have enough time to do so…
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Dinner and Drinks
Tonight, after work, I met up with my cousin S to have dinner. She’s one of my favorite people in the world and I can’t say that I wasn’t completely frustrated with my day for not going by quickly enough. She’s away at college and I’m here in Brooklyn so, our lives intersect like a…
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Christina Aguilera – Hurt
One of my favs that I only listen to in very particular moods. Lyrics: Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face You told me how proud you were, but I walked away If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain…
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More Snow
I’m not exactly elated at the prospect of 10 to 14 inches of snow as there are still remnants of the almost three feet we got weeks ago still piled onto the streets, I just hope that maybe it will be more efficiently handled as its not supposed to be as much. With that complaint…
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Mono!
I don’t think I had the chance to introduce my little monster Mono! He looks like an awesome super hero. Mono – like the prefix for ‘one’ not Mono like Mononucleosis. Why would any one think I’d name my cat after a contagious disease is beyond me. He’s a rescue. He was found abandoned my…
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Cherry Lips (Go Baby) – Garbage
Oldie but a goodie. Cherry Lips (Go Baby) – Garbage Official Video
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Hopes, dreams and dirty snow
Attempting to post more by taking on the Post a day challenge, I know I will miss days but that allows me to have more structure and write about things may not have thought would be important enough or blog worthy. — What are you looking forward to this year? I’m looking forward to being…
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The Change
Everything came out at once and things can never go back to being the same, at least not for a while. Slowly you’ve changed but I’ve remained the same. Kindling to your fire and wool to your lamb, I’ve been everything you wanted me to be. Bared skin turned to burned reminders of being careless…
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The Struggle to remain positive in a negative world
It’s hard. Not that I expect life to be easy or a cake walk, but the fluctuating emotions make a constantly moving world hard to navigate. Being positive and staying upbeat all the time is impossible, the best I can do is acknowledge that everything isn’t horribly bad all the time and try to work…
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In a dream my love.
Its hard sometimes to get out of the depressive rut and that is even harder to do when you have so much to say but can’t find the right words. I’ve been struggling again with being able to express myself or even process my thoughts in a concise manner…that makes it hard to vent. I…
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Everybody Knows – John Legend
It gets harder every day, but I can’t seem to shake the pain I’m trying to find the words to say, please stay It’s written all over my face, I can’t Function the same when you’re not here I’m calling your name but no one’s there And I hope one day you’ll see nobody has…
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More
All I think about is that night in December…you on your knees with the most perfect ring and me saying yes.
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Wanderlust
It was swift and came without warning. It was cold and dark and every shade of grey simultaneously. Realization. I could not unlearn these things about you if I wanted to, my love, my everything. I stand when it is easier to kneel, I refuse to submit to this unknown thing that tries to distance…
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Lolita
So, L was kind enough to loan me Lolita since I had never read it nor did I know a lot about the book at all. I suspected based on the random conversations on books I’ve been unwittingly a part of over the years, that it was a romance featuring an older gentleman and a…
Lux 