It’s hard. Not that I expect life to be easy or a cake walk, but the fluctuating emotions make a constantly moving world hard to navigate. Being positive and staying upbeat all the time is impossible, the best I can do is acknowledge that everything isn’t horribly bad all the time and try to work back wards from there.
*deep breath*
Lux 
Hi there. I hear you.. feel the same all the time..Elyse
ps check out my new blog 101 ways to meet single men (let me know if you think it’s sort of funny?)
thanks