Category: Observations
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Cleansing
The hardest part of moving forward is getting rid of all the things in your life that are damaging. That does include people.
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My Mother
Every time I see my mother we get closer. I know that seems bogus but here’s the explanation; for most of my life I lived without my mother being a door away and my father was non existent. My grandparents took over my welfare when my mother moved to the US so that she can…
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Bathtub Musings
I wonder who people really are. Underneath the persona that they sell you. What drives people to create a socially likable character is definitely understandable but most people get lost in it. For some its a switch that goes on and off when select colleagues are around, for some is the level of friendship they…
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Creativity vs Life
I’ve always been a firm believer that life isn’t always about the destination but about how you get there and what you learn along the way. With that said, I know all the things that I want to do but creating that path isn’t always easy. Not that the things I want to accomplish are…
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Selfish Guys
A selfish guy is normally an apparent jerk. You can spot him immediately and you know that there’s something wrong with him for the most part but you don’t exactly know what….
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Wounds of Sound
I used to be afraid, scared to death at the sound of their piercing wail, now, I sleep soundly to their seeking echoes I can not imagine my life without them. Sad that this is commonplace but at least here, I can see it, can see the corruption and it isn’t hidden under top secret…
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Deep Breath
Today was harder than yesterday. Everyone is telling me that it’s going to get better, but it seems like it is only getting worse. I can’t keep recanting the story over and over again, scrutinizing the details and going it over it with a fine tooth comb doesn’t seem to help.
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Getting Late…
The siren’s voice in my ear beats as slowly as my heart, firm determination in her words matches nothing inside of me. My chest rises and falls with almost no purpose. She sings to me ” It’s late and I’m feeling so tired”. Its as if she’s here with me, travailing this unpaved road leading…
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Just for Today
Today was the day you broke my heart fingers on temples chest pounding stomach burning and you took your time and stood apart You prepared your nonchalance I was caught off guard frozen in the New York beastly spring rain drops encouraging me to do the same I wish you would hold me now just…
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Sweetest Goodbye
The hardest words to say are the sweetest knots in your throat sweet sour bitter amazing tastes on the tongue The silence turns the turbulent dagger in your heart Words would kill us now Silence makes us strong Thoughts only other broken people can see Tears that brings tears to others stricken with this disease…
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Meandering the way
The difference between good and evil is what? The way you believe in your cause, the person on the opposing side believes in theirs, with equal if not more passion than you’ll ever have. I think its great that people rationalize differently and that unique occurances are few and far inbetween. We forget that everyone…
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Winter of …
I love New York winters…when they are on time. I was looking forward to breaking out the blazers and cute jackets soon but the weather vetoed my plans. How’s winter treating you?
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In my defense
Tying to negotiate my way through this foggy haze smoke induced dreams of what may have been sun spots brighten up the abyss’ manuevers who is this looking back at me in the mirror?
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I miss…
Loki My High School Back Home My grandparents Sitting on the steps doing homework Playing Volleyball Writing Thinking straight
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Earth Shaking…
So, most people have only heard about the Earthquakes that rippled through Haiti and the aftershock earthquakes in that region. Since then, CNN has reported an Earthquake in Venezuela, Argentina, China and Guatemala but there have been more, many more. http://neic.usgs.gov/neis/qed/ While we are making huge efforts in Haiti which is by far the region…
Lux 