I dislike change. Even when it’s for the better. I’ve been going through a lot of growing pains and while I’m excited for what the future holds, I would be lying if I didn’t admit I was shit scared of the unknown.

The biggest thing for me is: What do I love enough to sacrifice the rest of my life to perfecting? What do I do while in transition?

It hits that 28 is only a few months away and I’m no where near the person I hoped to be. Time to stop pretending that I’m okay and take off this fake cool.

I’m freaking out. Who’s freaking out with me?

Song Reference: Take Off Your Cool – OutKast ft. Norah Jones