Words escape me as my thoughts haunt me. The moments of sureity are too far in between this feeling of helplessness.
I have to go see someone, I have to get medicated. It’s tearing my relationship apart and I see the alienation that I’m imposing on myself. In a room full of people I could do nothing but cry.
I miss who I used to be. I miss the feeling of my own strength. I’m becoming a burden.