Planning. Writing. Fighting. Hoping. This is my Saturday night. Title Reference: Fighters by Lupe Fiasco Ft. Matthew Santos http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jrOoX6xGntc
Tag: Pain
Endangering the mind.
I think the anger comes from a place of pain. You should understand by now, I’ve only told you a thousand times. I hate – “Just tell me what you need, or ask me for what you want, or tell me and I’ll do it” News flash. You don’t. I don’t expect you to anticipate…
After D, Before F
How can I show you the other side of me? I am scared, alone, broken and battered. You wouldn’t recognized what’s inside, the dark void of blackness that threatens to swallow me whole, the wild unkempt madness that lingers, that abides by no known rules. I struggle to maintain the me that you know, what…
Words Unspoken. Spoken Word.
My words speak, not as loudly as my hands scream, when they are outstretched and waiting for an embrace, a place for my soul to be, to rest, to breathe. Come be with me. When my heart cries, the sounds are muffled and unending, hidden behind smiles and caring, who am I to ask for…
Letters to Love – What just happened?
We’ve been infatuated with each other forever, the hope of a sweet kiss and a gentle touch has stroked our egos and lit our fires for years, but where are we now? I shudder to think that our relationship could have gone so cold, no more talking, no more showing, no more hoping. Where did…
Growing Up
When I was younger, I always thought that a major accomplishment would be me just reaching a certain age, I saw adult life as a fun, happy life with childhood and adolescence being filled with rules and complications. Now that I’m reaching those milestones, I have to say that I’m not that much happier or…
In search of a Father
My father and my Mother got a divorce when I was too young to remember, growing up I had my grandfather and plethora of male influence, father figures if you will but I was conscious that there was no one I could call daddy, no father daughter time, no secrets between us, no special talks…
Fin
everytime i think i’m done crying i see you walking away from me and my body starts shaking and the tears flow unabashedly everytime i’m done hurting bleeding for you you cut another vein and i’m near death there will be no more every time there will be no more blood tears pain only growth.
The Struggle of being Bi-Polar. Introduction.
So, I’ve known for a very long time that there was something not normal about me. I couldn’t keep friends, I alientated people yet desired them around me at the same time, I cried for weeks on end then I would go numb and I just couldn’t deal. Emotions overwhelmed me and I tried to…
Sick and tired but still loving love
The story is the same for most couples that have been together for a long time, who know each other inside out to the point where it’s like reading a book, a book with the same fu%king words, saying the same messed up shit it was saying in chapter one. You’ve read the book over…
Lux 