On being better to myself

One of the world’s unspoken but known rules is that no one can be as good to you as you are to yourself. I never quite understood that when I was younger, hell as lately as last year and I was eternally wrapped up in always doing good for others and hoping that some how…

In a dream my love.

Its hard sometimes to get out of the depressive rut and that is even harder to do when you have so much to say but can’t find the right words. I’ve been struggling again with being able to express myself or even process my thoughts in a concise manner…that makes it hard to vent. I…

Ramble Ramble

What I absolutely hate is waking up and dealing with this feeling of complete emotional trauma. I feel stifled, exhausted and irritable and logically there is no reason why. I’ve actually been doing good I think, making peace with the big decisions I’ve made lately aka its all for the greater good syndrome so I…

Hiatus

So I haven’t been writing, as the 1-5 of you who read my blog have noticed. It’s been a shitty couple of months. Hectic, Manic and everything in between that errs on the negative side of things. In an attempt to drag myself out of it; I will write more. #Thatisall for now. Opinions coming…

I miss…

Loki My High School Back Home My grandparents Sitting on the steps doing homework Playing Volleyball Writing Thinking straight

Growing Up

When I was younger, I always thought that a major accomplishment would be me just reaching a certain age, I saw adult life as a fun, happy life with childhood and adolescence being filled with rules and complications. Now that I’m reaching those milestones, I have to say that I’m not that much happier or…

Reflections

I’ve taken time away from blogging to get my thoughts togther, to ensure that there was some time away from writing everything down and obsessing over my future in words, I needed time to act like I wanted to move forward in my life. I’ve managed within this time to get my negative thoughts under…