Today is the day that everything hit, all at once from the way I woke up to everything reminding me of how hard I’ve fallen.
No one on my side. No one at my side. I look through my phone and there’s no one I can call. No one would understand. I’m back to square one and it hit me so hard for something that I would have never guessed.
Everyone has their struggle, their own drama to sort; I feel horrible adding my own bruises to someone else’s sores. I can’t exhaust the one person that’s there.
Heartbreak is only bearable if you are distracted from loneliness. When you feel alone and your heart is broken and your soul ravaged, it is the most hapless thing for the will to move on.
Hopefully this gets better. Soon.
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